I'm a member of this amazing fun site called vSide. It's a virtual world just like the sims, except you talk to real people! It's so much fun!
They went down for a few weeks and i'm so anxious for them to come back up! ahh Dx
The wait is killing me!

Anyway, I have a story I'd like to share with you guys. It's a story based on my feelings. :(

Once upon a time, there was a girl and her best friend, the girl fell in love, and was very very happy around her best friend. They were together for a long time. Until, one day the best friend wanted to date someone else. The best friend told her "Don't worry, we'll always be friends." the girl cried very hard, but believed the best friend with all her heart.

One night, the girl cried in her bed for hours, singing the song the best friend had taught her to sing when they were together. The girl was so miserable, she had no motive. When the girl woke up, she wasn't in her bed, in fact she wasn't anywhere. She was floating, about ten feet above the ground. The sun was rising, she looked up and saw the best friend walking to the school. Her heart stopped..the best friend she hadn't seen in months, was right in front of her. She screamed her name, and tried to get to the ground, but the best friend didn't turn around. She struggled and cried her name as she followed her, floating above her. The best friend didn't hear a word. Sadly, the girl followed her throughout the day, watching her new life at her school, without her. She was forced to watch all these events occur without her.

And now until the best friend dies, she must watch her life progress without a single thought of her. She floats above her, she cannot close her eyes, she cannot cry, there is nothing she can do, but sing the song she taught her to sing.

The girl had really died in her sleep, the best friend never found out, she was too busy with her new life to stop and remember the girl. And one day, the best friend completley forgot the girl. She forgot she was ever a person, she forgot she ever loved her. How she did this, nobody knows.

But, no one cares.

Hey huns,

I did nothing all weekend. I was so bored. =[ How was everyone's weekend? Do anything fun and exciting? I'd love to hear about it! :D I'm going to a party tonight. I hope i don't get in trouble again lol. I found a new song that is so addicting to listen to! I don't know Spanish, but the langauge sounds so beautiful!

Check it out!:



All for now huns. I'm so bored so hit me up on myspace or aim.

Myspace: Myspace.com/hcobabexx
AIM: CAbabex08

Hey huns,
I promised i'd tell you guys about my friend poem so here we go.
it's long but i need the help really badly.

I've included background information for a better understanding.

BACKGROUND: Stephanie and I have been best friends for 7 months. We confessed to eachother that we were bi so we decided to try eachother out. Makeouts happened everyday in empty bathrooms after school. I fell in love with her. While being best friends, EVERYONE noticed that she controlled me and manipulated me. She would pick fights all the time saying "you told samie something you never told me!" and i was insecure. i latched on to her and "put all my eggs in one basket."

THE PROBLEM:In march, she started dating Tyler, a gay boy that used her to stop people from teasing him because he's gay. She always said how she loved me so much and never wanted me to be upset but she hurt me so bad by dating him. She put him before my feelings saying "I'm going to do whatever i want to do" My friend threatened Tyler and it got me in a lot of trouble. The police were at school and they had security to keep me away from Stephanie, althought i did nothing and i told them it wasn't me who made threats.

WHAT TO DO: Now Stephanie tells my friends that she wants me back, after she caused so much trouble. i haven't been allowed contact with her. and her parents don't want me near her. but Should I take her back? or should i just forget her. If so, how do i get over her? It's been 4 months and i'm still self-injuring, still getting put in psych wards, and trying to suffocate myself over her.Ahh! D: And yes, i've already found the right boy. I've been with him for 5 years but we had taken a break for a while so i can try stephanie. and we had a son together. we're planning on getting married now. so i've already found mr right. but losing stephanie as a best friend also, kills me. idk what to do! O_O